I wrapped Robyn and Amber's Christmas presents today. I shouldn't have had the time to do this, I should have been visiting you in hospital or struggling to wrap them due to being heavily pregnant. Life is so cruel. You are very much missed. Missed and thought about every day. I'm heartbroken that you are not with us for your first Christmas, not physically anyway (you are always with us in our thoughts). When the Christmas tree goes up soon, I'll put your bauble on it. You always have a place in our family. Miss and love you always, Your Mummy x